thurdsday -- 3/25/10 -- 11:47pm

well not much really happened today. i was on the comp all morning and at about 4pm i went to my grandmas' houses to help bring in their things from the store. lucky for me i didnt have to trim roses adn such cause it was raing hard core today. now just watch, in a few months when i have to cut the grass i'll b cursing the rain and saying how much i hate it but for now, i like it

o... and this morning i kinda put my self in a downer mood cause i was reminicing about old frineds that r long gone.

mostly my one frined....

i dont remember if i gave her a blog name or not... wait.. ya i think i did...
i think i just call her ohio.

anyway.. ya, i was thinking about ohio this morning mostly cause i found a group on fb that kinda described the feelings perfectly.
it was something like "I'm done trying. If you want me in your life, let me know. Bye."

anyway... thinking about ohio made me think about another frined that i lost a long time ago. maybe as much as 4 years ago.. maybe more, maybe less,, hard to say.. she seems to hate me, then like me, hate me then like me. i just kinda gave up on her.

anyway... so i eric showed me some funny vids today and i'm making them my links of the day...

first is from the ever- awesome, the onion

http://www.theonion.com/video/stouffers-to-include-suicide-prevention-tips-on-si,17129/

and then an explosion, cause who doesnt love things that go boom >;)

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=2ee_1269551713

anyway... a question... i may have asked this already, but is there anyone in ur life that u wish u could talk to again?
if it is too personal for u, let me know
and if u dont like me asking personal questions let me know

anyway,,, the 2 ppl i wish i could talk to would have to b ohio and D.

anyway..

thought of the day

"the heart is heavy

and the soul morns

the loss of a friend

long since dead

my only wish is to hear from them

so they can tell me

if i am in fact

long since dead"