then i was told to do dishes, and more shit is in my room, then i eventually turn on my comp and sue has messaged me (yay! a good point in my day) and she tells me that she is pissed off at me and doesnt ant to tal to me (yep... definatly a good point in my day) at least today seemd to have a theme..." lets give shallow grave the worst day ever" and let me tell ya, my life has had plenty of practice at makeing my day shitty... it's very good at it
so of course i'm sad becuase one of my best friends isnt talking to me, and all because i cant word things right.
thats right, someone who claims to b a writer cant pick words that wont fuck him over.
the worst part is now i cant help but remember how i johnny hates me, for failing the music project last semester, and how i'm pretty sure my frined ohio hates me, and at very least hasnt talked to me at all for over a month , maybe up to like 3, and hasnt talked much since i went camping
and if i dont hold it off well enough i then get all the shit that happened cause i went camping
anway... i'm almost afraid to talk to ppl today for fear of something going wrong for them.
cause god knows i want to piss off more friend sthan i already have
anyway... i think i'll wrap this up.
link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUaV2G6125k
it's a song called mercy me... i like it
link 2:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oD-LqIgADYc
the song is called hero by skillet
question: have u ever driven urself insane?
ya,,, i have... it's alot mre fun than it may sound
lol
thought of the day
"I used to long for broken bones
I used to long for a casket to call my own
I never had a problem facing fear
but I'm done, over and out my dear and
Oh mercy meGod bless catastrophe
There's no way in hell
We'll ever live to see through this so
Drive yourself insane tonight
It's not that far away and I just
filled up your tank earlier today"
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